in a city so full of people

I was unconscious of myself for a moment
on the street there in the rain
walking, distracted in thought
my china town cheap umbrella kept getting blown inside out
I had to hold it into the wind for it to flop back into shape
when it did it sprayed me w/ water and I cursed it exaggeratedly
again and again such was the wind
again and again such was my cheap umbrella

I laugh at myself there in the street with the pedestrians all around
can't afford to be too self conscious in a city so full of people
I don't really care that I'm getting wet
I don't care that I'm wasting my time
it's a Friday and I'm out of the office